Not to visit.
Not for fun.
But because my grandma is losing her battle to cancer much faster than what the doctors thought. I am making my last trip out there before I can no longer see her again. It seems like God keeps tacking it on. When can I wave my white flag and surrender? I can't take anymore. It is most definitely a different feeling. You are able to prepare for this type of lose. There is no preparation possible for losing your spouse so unexpectedly.
Hey dude,
ReplyDeleteI lost Michael and my grandma within 9 months of each other. I remember thinking that I had some clemency with having one loss, that god would keep me from another. Wishing you and your grandma strength.
Love ya
We've never met but I feel like I know you from the AWP, and your love with Michael reminds me of the love I share with my Warren. I lost my grandfather also 8 months after losing Warren; my dear friend from childhood passed away last week, and my aunt has just been diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. I know exactly what you mean. I've had my white flag up so high in the air that I'm absolutely boggled how no one has noticed it. I am so sorry you have to experience another loss so soon after losing the most precious man in the world to you. Where is the "get out jail free card"?! I wish you, if anything, peace for the upcoming days. And hugs.. because well, I always think we need hugs.
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