Tuesday, June 15, 2010


We always wanted to have children. But we waited. For obvious reasons - we wanted to experience our own lives before we brought more into this world.
But man, what I wouldn't give to have little Michael/Allisons running around.
Just to have a little piece of you that was still alive would be amazing.

But at the same time, I am thankful that I only have my own grief to deal with. I don't even understand my grief the majority of the time, how could I even begin to understand the grief of a baby or toddler?

Because I don't want to miss out on being a mother, I promised myself that by the time I am 30, and if I still haven't had any kids of my own, I am going to start the process of adopting. Perhaps a Portuguese baby.
Definitely a Portuguese baby...


  1. I've always wanted and would love a Portuguese Grandbaby.

  2. I am almost 30. :) I should start looking into this Portuguese baby adopting!

  3. Allison, you are the sweetest person! May God bless you and give you the strength to accomplish all you set your mind to. I love you! A big hug & kiss to you from me!