how I miss these days...
when we were just babies.
before anything happened and when we had nothing but time.
I would give anything to go back.
I don't know why today is so hard. I didn't want to wake up this morning because being unconscious was sooo much better than reality. I miss him so much! It seems like no matter what I do today, nothing takes it away. No matter how loud I blast my music, no matter how many purses I make, no matter how fast I drive. Nothing takes away this pain.