Wednesday, June 23, 2010


how I miss these days...
when we were just babies.
before anything happened and when we had nothing but time.
I would give anything to go back.

I don't know why today is so hard. I didn't want to wake up this morning because being unconscious was sooo much better than reality. I miss him so much! It seems like no matter what I do today, nothing takes it away. No matter how loud I blast my music, no matter how many purses I make, no matter how fast I drive. Nothing takes away this pain.

1 comment:

  1. I've had a ton of these days, and they suck. This isn't a pain we'll ever be able to outrun. It's just something that as time passes we'll learn to live with. I don't know that it'll ever go away, it'll just be more bearable. We'll love our boys forever, and our days will be up and down, but we just have to remember to keep living. If we can't find the strength to do it for us, then we have to do it for them. Keep your chin up lovie!! Cuddle up with that cute pup, pop in a movie, and relax. Sending you lots of hugs and love!!! MUAHS!!